Wednesday, August 14, 2024

Dark thoughts


Dark thoughts, 
Triggered by minor pains 
And lack of sleep: 
Is this what life has now — and will — become, 
This constant vigilance, aware 
Of what each irritation might presage, 
No longer freely enjoying productivity, 
Reaching out and giving, 
But inward, watching each and every twinge; 
Dependent on the solicitude of strangers? 
Is this what will precipitate the end, 
Or yet another round 
Of medical interventions? 
Yes, I’m getting better, 
But will I ever be at my best again?

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