Last day

On this, the last day of the year, 

As we look across to the year ahead 

And wonder what it will hold, 

We also review the year behind us, 

Its accomplishments and failures, 

Resolving once again to do a better job 

Of caring for what’s been given us: 

Our bodies, friends,, and families; 

Our homes and our communities, 

 Large and small, 

 And especially this fragile earth, 

 Our precious island home.

Determined

I have to admire these flowers, 

Still so determined to bloom 

 Despite the winter weather. 

I hope to follow their example; 

To continue bringing beauty into the world, 

Even when all around me 

 Seems dark, dank, and dreary.

Traveling together

Driving home on a wet winter’s day,

We are grateful for all the time we spent 

 With family; for shared fears and tears 

And laughter as we remember the past 

And prepare for an uncertain future, 

Savoring the joys of connection 

In a sadly divided world, each isolated, 

But traveling the road together…

Leaving the harbor

After a few days in the harbor of family, 

We’re ready to set sail again; 

To return to the life we’ve been given to live 

And do the best we can 

In a world not always friendly or safe, 

Carrying with us the remnants and memories 

That linger through the years.

A path’s been laid

True; things are getting gnarly around the edges, 

But clearly folks have been here before us: 

There’s a bridge over the worst of the quagmire, 

And a clear path to whatever lies ahead, 

So set your worries aside, 

Take a deep breath, 

And keep moving forward: 

 There must be something waiting for you 

That will be worth the struggles.

Merry Christmas!

Arise, shine, for your light has come: 

Welcome to Christmas morning!

As morning dawns on Christmas Eve

As morning dawns on Christmas Eve, 

Anticipation rules, while hope and longing 

Mix with anger, fear, and guilt: 

Not knowing what the future holds, 

We waste our time and energy 

Carrying old grievances, 

 Our worries about what’s coming 

And regrets about the past 

Into the family gatherings 

Mandated for the season, 

When all around us, signs 

 Are clamoring for peace and compassion. 

Stop. Take a minute, take a breath, 

And be kind to yourselves, 

Your families, your neighbors, and your friends. 

Take a moment to utter a prayer of gratitude 

For all the gifts you’ve already received.

Altered visions

What we see outside will always be 

Affected by what’s inside: 

None of us have visions perfectly clear. 

The eyes may be windows of the soul, 

But what that soul’s experienced 

 Will always color what we see, 

And what we see will always mirror 

Certain preconceptions — 

Which doesn’t mean we cannot do our best 

To look past those reflections to the truth.

Waiting, watching

Waiting, watching, wary; 

Ready to run at the first sign of danger — 

When did the safety that was her home 

Begin to erode? Or am I just projecting?

 So many folks now seem to feel 

The world they knew is changing for the worse, 

Yet still the deer wander my yard, 

Nibbling on the grass and waiting; trusting 

 The winter-barren apple trees 

Will once again bear fruit.

Dancing in the wind

The fig tree dances in the wind 

Whether there’s a rainbow or not. 

Can we ever be that fully, delightfully ourselves 

No matter what the setting or the circumstances?

The shadowed path

Life’s a long and shadowed path, 

And though we dream of a boat to the other side 

The end may be just that: an end; 

No choice to sink or swim, but simply stop. 

So knowing that, what shall we carry with us 

That we’ll be willing to let go, 

And what would it be wiser to leave behind?

Balancing grief and hope

Whether that which you have built 

Slowly loses its vitality, 

Due to lack of maintenance 

Or is irrevocably harmed by a sudden event, 

It can prove challenging to look beyond the loss 

To the future that’s been opened 

By that unexpected vacancy. 

We grieve, of course, 

And quite possibly always will, and yet — 

We balance grief by remaining open 

To the possibilities that lie ahead.

In the spotlight

Yes, it can be lovely 

To be in the spotlight, 

But the light is always shifting, 

And not under your control. 

 Be grateful for those moments, 

But don’t mourn them when they’re gone: 

There’ll always be other opportunities to shine.

What fools

What fools be these, 

Grasping at the moon 

As if she could be contained, 

Perhaps delayed within their branches: 

She has her own appointed path and time, 

And lifts the waves and tides below— 

 No rooted boughs can stay her 

From her appointed rounds.

Generosity

Mother Earth has been so generous with us, 

Yet how do we repay that generosity?

Pierced

The sky pierced by a cloud, 

A heart pierced by yet another story 

Of betrayal and abuse, 

And we retreat again into a smaller world; 

Attempting to ignore the cavalcade of news, 

Knowing there’s little we can do to turn the tide; 

No march, no knitted hats with ears this year: 

We huddle by the fireside 

Whispering our fears.

The tree is up

The tree is up, 

But there’ll be no ornaments this year: 

They’ve all gone off to hang on another tree 

For the family Christmas. 

But it also feels like a statement: 

Life now is feeling barren, 

The values we thought made this country great, 

That we were proud to uphold, 

No longer embodied by its leaders 

Or, apparently, cherished 

 By those who chose them, 

Yet still, stripped of our hopes for a kinder world, 

We choose to brighten our tiny corner 

And share what joys we’ve gathered 

 Through the years as best we can.

Still waters

May the still waters in your soul 

Reflect the beauty that surrounds you, 

And the obstacles you face 

Give depth and interest 

Without ruling the overall picture 

Of your experience…

A life shared

Separated by so much more 

 Than a simple pane of glass,

There’s nonetheless that moment of connection, 

An acknowledgement of all we have in common: 

The air we breathe, the sunshine 

That illuminates our lives, 

The grasses, trees, and seas 

 That surround us both, 

And the children both of us have borne; 

Heartfelt appreciation 

 For the precious life and space 

We both have shared.

A marriage of opposites

The strange and beautiful shapes 

Of bull kelp on the beach 

When paired with the dark and simple solidity 

Of a rock lying in the sand 

Seem yet more magical: 

Rather like a successful marriage,

 In which opposites not only attract 

But somehow bring out the best in each other…

Finding a way

We humans have always found a way 

To get to where we long to go, 

Building ladders to climb,

 Paths and roads and ships to cross 

And stairs to descend 

 From the heights to below,

No matter how rocky or steep, 

Or what surprises await when we arrive.

Choose life

The gorgeous red lifts slightly 

To reveal a cluster of nondescript browns, 

Further along in the process of decay 

That soon will overtake the leaf as well. 

Even the cement below 

Will someday break apart; 

That, too, we know, yet still we deny and resist 

The inevitable processes of aging 

And celebrate what’s left of youth — 

And why not celebrate? 

Surely the choice to live an exuberant life, 

However brief, 

Behooves us more than choosing to retreat; 

To die before we die, shutting ourselves off 

From joy, from delight, excitement, and the new.

Always there

In summer, sunsets fill this view, 

But in December the clouds are colored 

By the sunrises behind me; 

Quiet reflections of a majesty 

Hidden in the trees: 

More subtle, but equally lovely, 

As if the summer door has closed 

But another wintry door has opened. 

If only we remember to notice 

 And choose to accept the change, 

The source of light and color is always there, 

Awaiting our attention.

The jewel at the center

Every time I drive past these two trees,

 I am fascinated, 

Intrigued by the shapes they carve 

Into the sky above them, 

So finally, on a foggy day, 

I looked forward to seeing those shapes 

 In relief against the gray surround 

And kept my camera poised 

But by the time I reached them 

The fog had lifted, though not completely. 

I stopped anyway, and framed the shot, 

And hit the big white button on my phone, 

Only later to discover 

 The charming detail at their base: The red shed, 

 And the white diamonds in its door 

Like tiny gems at the heart of the image. 

Pay attention! Listen to what calls you, 

And make time to discover or uncover 

The jewels that await you 

At the core; at the nucleus of being.

Distracted by the colors

Heading to my computer to finish the script 

For this morning’s news broadcast,

 I’m distracted by the colors 

In the sky outside my window.

 The slate roof on the old shed 

Glows in the morning light 

And the plum, fig, and cherry trees 

Sketch a lacy mantilla across the rosy skies, 

Offering an encouragement 

 To set aside my to-do list, and just breathe…

Whether to ignite or obscure

A patch of sun to brighten a foggy day 

Ignites a tiny section 

 Of the tree that looms ahead 

And leaves a tiny patch of light 

On the asphalt road below 

While at the same time bringing 

 A more subtle cast of light to our surroundings, 

In which every drop of fog 

Creates a sense of mystery, 

Obscuring what’s ahead. 

Each of us carries light within: 

The choice is always ours, 

Whether to ignite or to obscure 

With that power.

The gift of flowers

A wee bit of color to brighten your day: 

Winter may be upon us, 

But there’s still friendship to warm the heart.

Reflection

Just as there can be no reflection without light, 

There can be no enlightenment 

 Without reflection. 

It is only in considering 

Our choices and our actions 

That we grow into the beings 

We were born to become.

Protective coloration

You kind of have to squint to see it: 

The mountain’s snow-capped peaks 

Reflecting back the colors of the sky 

Are almost lost; so perfectly camouflaged. 

I’ve seen relationships like that — 

A person whose impact deserves to be huge,

 Becoming almost invisible 

 In the miasma of otherness; 

It’s only time and familiarity 

That helps us know the magnitude 

Of what is being hidden behind 

 That protective coloration…

Another blessing

Not everyone’s gardens have breathed their last 

As autumn draws to a close: 

We found these roses still planning to bloom 

While on a post-Thanksgiving walk — 

Another blessing to add 

To an already joy-filled day.